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I feel like its been like a long time since I posted a update journal.Job
I'm like never on the computer now because I work 40hrs for my job and then want to come home and literally want to eat then either sleep or watch stuff on TV!!
I work as a watch technician, I clean watches, change the battery, test the water pressure time (it basically tests to see if its okay to use in the water if fails it mean your watch could get damaged if you wear it around water.) then occasionally changing the gasket if it needs it which is like the "seal" for the watch that prevents water getting inside. Though I am sad its not a graphic design job, the environment is WAY better, the people are way more friendly and not strict or catty. The pay does suck but it's what I can do for now, I'm thinking about getting my teaching certificate but I have no idea what steps to go through since I already have my bachelors degree. I just want to make a liveable income right now. >__>Future Plans
We are saving for a house but like the house I really want is too much money for us, and it's sort of affordable, like if I made alittle more money we could be able to pay off the mortgage, but I have no idea when we are getting a house....PLUS its been extremely stressful driving about with one car. I need my own car so I can be dependable to work and so I dont always have to ask for rides from my mom because alot of times timmy works overtime, because i use to have to drive him to work then go to work and then i would have to get him at 11pm later and it SUCKED ALOT!!!
I have no idea what my life is going to be like I just feel like my life is not moving I'm just stuck like a rock with nothing to really look foreward to! Yet my older brother just bought a house and they just announced they are having a baby together, so I will be a auntie!! I'm not exactly thrilled mainly because I don't think they are ready and they fight alot, plus his wife is kind of a bitch and theres been numerous drama with her in my life and I'm just trying to move on and forget about those times. Everyone told them it was a bad idea to move into a house when they barely have enough to make the morgage payment, and then on top having a baby when they aren't gonna have money, and they are gonna fight even more. I just see a bad thing happening there....
We are also waiting to have kids and have been very safe with all that, we just dont have the room for kids and personally want to wait.
Now I have been at my job for half a year now, thats the third longest job I've ever had in my life, I'm hoping to continue and keep doing well., so far everyone seems to like me and even though I'm quiet and shy there I still try to maintain a likeable personality and sometimes small chat when I can.Tattoo
I finally got my first tattoo!!! I got it with my two brothers we have been planning it forever!! It's like a sibling bond that we promised we'd get our first tattoo after our favorite childhood game: Zelda
carina of Time. I got the blue stone jewel thats a gift you get from the Zora after beating the third temple....(which I was never good at beating lmao I just loved this one the most but I also really loved the Zora temple/Zora's in general.) It came out alittle big but ehh I still really love the detail. Of course my mom made a big deal about us getting tattoos....i mean we told them the day before..., I was shocked that mine only cost me $125!! I thought it was going to be like $200 and up! I have to keep washing it and putting lotion on it to make it moist. But yeah after I posted it on facebook, my mom posts that she was so happy we got it together and that it was a cool....um really? because like yesterday you totally said the complete opposite. SO I was mad and deleted the comment because why be a hypocrite? So anyone would feel and think that was no big deal right?? Well she made it the hugest fucking deal ever the next day on family dinner night and scolded me and did these stupid guilt trips like she always does and it was like really? She makes everything a big deal and its the most annoying thing ever! She had to leave to go on a walk, so when she returned I tried explaining and had to say sorry because she was just going to be a dick the whole day....she even told me to ask her next time if I could delete the comment on MY facebook.....you comment at your own risk, if you dont like it then get off my page. XD
Anyways I love my tattoo and the fact that my brothers were with me and my brother was holding my hand cuz it hurt more than i thought it would xDD and they were playing the zelda soundtrack and it was perfect and amazing XDDDCats
My cats are awesome and my bundles of joy! They are already 2 years old cant believe it!! Willow my female white calico she likes to do this thing where when you go up to her she will flop on her side, stare at you and then like knead the carpet with her paws, its the cutest thing! She will also make this cute high pitch mew when she wants attention. Her face also reminds me of a shiba inu idk why lol . and then Bumble my other cat he is a grey mitted point ragdoll, he is the fluffiest and cutest cat too and will come up to you slowly and stare at you with half open eyes and then pounce on the couch next to you and purr aton and demand pets! The sucky thing is that hes recently been getting hairballs and he also sheds like crazy so its so hard to look nice when hair is everywhere!Bird
My white faced blue lovebird Pri is 3 years old now. He is still the same amazing bird that I raised, hes so sweet and hes so loveable! Sadly since I work I hardly get to let him out and its also sad with the cats. I've had a few issues though with owning him, his bird seed collects alot of moths and if I don't keep up with cleaning his cage it attracts alot of different types of bugs and its really stressful and gross.Sometimes you just get really busy and its so hard to keep up with at times, but hes amazing and I love him!Family?
Basically already told you about my older brother. They have been complaining alot now that we dont come up to see them now, but i mean ive been up to see him many times last year and they never give us the time of day, and they always have to plan parties on friday nights at 5 or 8 usually when we both work late and can never make those times. My younger brother is still looking for love, his heart got broken by a girl last year who couldnt keep doing long distance. He works at old chicago and wants to be a bartender. nothing really new with my parents.....just that my mom is usually her crazy drama self.
I haven't really been seeing my childhood pets much, my boston terrier got surgery on his eye and teeth because there was a growth and they removed it. Then my beloved black pug she is 9yrs old and she got diabetes so my parents have to give her two shots a day! she also has been losing weight like crazy!! I miss her alot but I try to see her once a week, but its never enough because she and I were very close at one point. Then Milo my orange/white cat hes 11 and hes still pumping strong, but usually avoids me when timmy is around hes always hate timmy.
not sure what more to talk about, I feel like my typing is a bit slow because I havent been active on the computer alot...i miss drawing but i get burnt out fast now. >> plus nothing really happening for us this summer, we dont have it off which of course i miss alot and we have no plans to really do anything except our 1 yr married anniversary is coming up in september..
and on the weekends ive been just being social with friends and family mainly and not staying at home because its more fun that way, and sometimes i feel drained being on the computer for a while. usually every friday night i have a friend over, i call her my sister because we are so close now and shes a really good and nice person, we usually just talk, watch movies, sometimes drink wine lol
ive also cut back on hard liquor alot, im so thankful to really because i use to want to get super drunk once on every weekend to the point where i would get sick. im so glad those days are gone with, ive been lately more conscious about my weight now because every clothing i put on i dont look good in, thats stressful, i never thought i would have a weight issue but i kinda do but its so hard to find the time to because i just want to sleep when i get home T_T but yeah i basically cant keep a shot down, i cant even drink vodka anymore its just so rough and gross now, i can hardly drink anything else, i mainly stick to wine and beer because they are easier.